It's only like an hour after my last post, but I've just come out to Rose on msn! Which I wasn't expecting at all but she asked and I was feeling.. honest, so blergh I am currently being questioned and have just explained the whole Will thing and am now being asked if i fancy James McAvoy, Daniel Radcliffe or Johnny Depp?! (FYI yes, yes, no)
Which brings the total number of people that definitely know to 20... that's quite a few! Not to mention the ones that I am unsure about.. this is the thing with rumours, you never know how far they get!
26/07/2008
26/07/08
Okay so remember the wrench that I may have needed? I need it now. Lizzie has seriously, seriously pissed me off. I have rather stupidly text Will saying "Pool perhaps? x", and I am now expecting yet another rejection from him, as I make the effort to try and keep us friends and he never tries at all. So I tell Lizzie that I've text him and she really goes off on one at me. What a mistake you've made, you shouldn't've done it, blah blah blah, who cares Lizzie for gods sake, its not like I am making the situation worse, he already isn't speaking to me, it's been over six months, he should frickin' get over it and talk to me again!
GRR. Apart from that, I've had a really quite nice day, although I should have got up earlier to enjoy the sunshine more. Still reading Live and Let Die, I will finish it soon! Had a bit of outdoors time with it today (and with Bert and Ernie) which was all well and good. The only downside of this summery heat is the heat at night, which completely prevents me from getting any sleep.
Today I also talked to Louisa and her sister at length on msn, it seems Louisa is totally unavailable to do the camping thing with Beth, but we are gonna go see The Dark Knight on Friday on IMAX, WOO! I haven't seen anything on IMAX before so it should be verily awesome. On the other hand, I find out that today, Will has been mountain boarding with James. This annoys me as a)James was my friend first b) he seems to actually be doing stuff in his summer holidays and c) he is so happy and friend-ful whereas I am unhappy and friendless. Oh and also I find this out from Lizzie, who has completely infiltrated his life. So yeah. Woopee.
Will 1, Me 0.
GRR. Apart from that, I've had a really quite nice day, although I should have got up earlier to enjoy the sunshine more. Still reading Live and Let Die, I will finish it soon! Had a bit of outdoors time with it today (and with Bert and Ernie) which was all well and good. The only downside of this summery heat is the heat at night, which completely prevents me from getting any sleep.
Today I also talked to Louisa and her sister at length on msn, it seems Louisa is totally unavailable to do the camping thing with Beth, but we are gonna go see The Dark Knight on Friday on IMAX, WOO! I haven't seen anything on IMAX before so it should be verily awesome. On the other hand, I find out that today, Will has been mountain boarding with James. This annoys me as a)James was my friend first b) he seems to actually be doing stuff in his summer holidays and c) he is so happy and friend-ful whereas I am unhappy and friendless. Oh and also I find this out from Lizzie, who has completely infiltrated his life. So yeah. Woopee.
Will 1, Me 0.
25/07/2008
25/07/08
Well a lovely early morning post - Will and Lizzie got up to sweet nothing in Wales, woo! However quite frankly I'm still annoyed that they went off on holiday without me, even if me and Will in each other's presence is unbearable. Yes that's right, they're no longer the 'Cool Clique', they're STREAK (which is an acronym of their real names)... oh how included that makes me feel. How much do I want to discuss the trip with them? Not that fucking much. Do I care if it was the best summer holiday ever? No i sodding well do not. And so the predicted rubbing it in my face has begun and i am ready to strike someone down.
Oh also rather annoyingly, I am always saying to Ruth that I feel inadequate compared to Will, and she's always like no if he were better than you I would be hanging out with him, not you. So she's just been on holiday with him and they're going to Exeter and Lancaster unis for little day trips to check out the unis (something that Ruth and I had done at York). Yes, that does make me feel crappy.
However I am somewhat floundering in my own swampish despair at the moment and I am sure that others, not just I, am tired of it. Yet I seem to have trouble arranging things with people - Ruth on coffee: talk to me after the weekend, Louisa on something this weekend: no reply, Alice on coffee: be right back a second..... still waiting for you to return Alice, it's been over a day! And I really, really want to ask Will to meet me (play pool?) but at the moment I am still in petrified state, so no.
Today (well yesterday, technically) I have had a sortout and general clean so now my room is shinier than it was and that has helped calm me somewhat. My biology book has arrived at the library (so I can swot up and get into Oxford) so I can also get that at some point. And Bert and Ernie, my two cotton plants, are developing slowly but nicely - Bert is having some wilting issues but I am coaching him through it. I do possess that special ability to become completely introverted and distract myself when no one wants me. Fantastic.
Oh also rather annoyingly, I am always saying to Ruth that I feel inadequate compared to Will, and she's always like no if he were better than you I would be hanging out with him, not you. So she's just been on holiday with him and they're going to Exeter and Lancaster unis for little day trips to check out the unis (something that Ruth and I had done at York). Yes, that does make me feel crappy.
However I am somewhat floundering in my own swampish despair at the moment and I am sure that others, not just I, am tired of it. Yet I seem to have trouble arranging things with people - Ruth on coffee: talk to me after the weekend, Louisa on something this weekend: no reply, Alice on coffee: be right back a second..... still waiting for you to return Alice, it's been over a day! And I really, really want to ask Will to meet me (play pool?) but at the moment I am still in petrified state, so no.
Today (well yesterday, technically) I have had a sortout and general clean so now my room is shinier than it was and that has helped calm me somewhat. My biology book has arrived at the library (so I can swot up and get into Oxford) so I can also get that at some point. And Bert and Ernie, my two cotton plants, are developing slowly but nicely - Bert is having some wilting issues but I am coaching him through it. I do possess that special ability to become completely introverted and distract myself when no one wants me. Fantastic.
24/07/2008
24/07/08
Well it's been one of those uneventful days. Blergh. Reading 'Live and Let Die' which is pretty good, Bond books are always really readable. Oh, Abbie kissed Bell at some party or something which has upset Alice and I don't really know what's going to happen with that. I told her she should end it now because she wants to end it before uni and well.. no time like the present, especially since the present has infidelity.
Hollyoaks, yes, I am sad, but who cares - Amy pregnant, John Paul and Kieron engaged! What a great few days plot-wise! I'm currently watching some John Barrowman Why Am I Gay thing... it really annoys me to be honest, can no one see that surely there's a combination of factors? Blargh. Not much more to say really.
Hollyoaks, yes, I am sad, but who cares - Amy pregnant, John Paul and Kieron engaged! What a great few days plot-wise! I'm currently watching some John Barrowman Why Am I Gay thing... it really annoys me to be honest, can no one see that surely there's a combination of factors? Blargh. Not much more to say really.
21/07/2008
23/07/08
London last week was awesome! Saw Wicked, the sights, and the irresistible Abercrombie model at the shop's entrance ;). Not that I approve of that at all, it is quite obvious that the shop is just selling sex... but I succumbed and am now in possession of an A&F tshirt. Ate a venison burger from Borough Market, traipsed my way down Portobello Road in search of Julia Roberts and Hugh Grant, you name it, I did it (that's right, I have an Oyster card and I know how to use it!), and would definitely considering going to uni in London.
Met up with Beth and Louisa on Monday, a proper OTP reunion (Order of the Phoenix... yes, we are cool) which involved a trip to the Soup Kitchen, Starbucks, HMV and Topshop, where we saw Kenya (lovely girl) and Charlie (bitch from hell with hair extensions that scream whore and a face that screams Sunny Delight) and exchanged 'pleasantries'. Louisa's little sister was also around for a bit which was cool.
However, I am waiting anxiously for the 'Cool Clique' to return from Wales - I need to know if anything has happened between Will and Lizzie! Not that I'm sure how I'd feel about it... I don't know really, it's been that long since he spoke to me so... feelings: undisclosed. And of course Ruth will be back so I can meet up with her or something. Hmm. Oh dear I hope nothing has happened.. mainly because Lizzie will just gloat and I will want to hit her with a wrench. Not that I own a wrench. Which is probably a good thing.
Met up with Beth and Louisa on Monday, a proper OTP reunion (Order of the Phoenix... yes, we are cool) which involved a trip to the Soup Kitchen, Starbucks, HMV and Topshop, where we saw Kenya (lovely girl) and Charlie (bitch from hell with hair extensions that scream whore and a face that screams Sunny Delight) and exchanged 'pleasantries'. Louisa's little sister was also around for a bit which was cool.
However, I am waiting anxiously for the 'Cool Clique' to return from Wales - I need to know if anything has happened between Will and Lizzie! Not that I'm sure how I'd feel about it... I don't know really, it's been that long since he spoke to me so... feelings: undisclosed. And of course Ruth will be back so I can meet up with her or something. Hmm. Oh dear I hope nothing has happened.. mainly because Lizzie will just gloat and I will want to hit her with a wrench. Not that I own a wrench. Which is probably a good thing.
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